Huwebes, Hunyo 5, 2014

Every Day Review

“If there's one thing I've learned, it's this: We all want everything to be okay. We don't even wish so much for fantastic or marvelous or outstanding. We will happily settle for okay, because most of the time, okay is enough.”

I am okay with the ending,the story. Why everybody else do not? Maybe they do not settle for less, they want more, everybody does. I guess I am not everybody.

It's better that It is okay than It is not okay. I guess, A settled for "okay". I am happy with his "okay".

There is a saying that if you love someone, you let them go.A
as in A left a scar to Rhiannon but they both experienced love as love I think it is fair enough, but there is no fairness in love, to love is to give. A give Rhiannon the freedom, you can say from Justin, no, A give Rhiannon freedom to love and to let go, to move on. As what A always do, everyday he let go but when he met Rhiannon he experienced the feeling of not letting go, to connect, to experience something different, experience that he did not have experienced before... that is to love. And for A letting go is part of his love.

Thank you Mr. D. Levithan in one book, literal one book you give me a lot of life perspectives. Life perspectives worth pondering. What makes life precious? It is precious because of the differences. Each life is unique. That is why it makes more powerful than ever.

And a love story as complicated as this? This makes my mind go running wild, because it's complicated. It made me feel more. Absolutely.

I will miss A. I will miss R. I will miss the excitement of the unknown. I will miss A's everyday life. Which constantly reminds me that my life is as precious as it is. I do not wish to be in other people's life, mine is enough.

Love,
K

PS: I appreciate more than ever the use of email. 

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Huwebes, Setyembre 5, 2013

Life Experiences

"I always take the opportunity to face my fears and weaknesses so that someday I will not regret that I am not brave enough to face it."


Honestly, I do have fears, everyone does. I fear spiders most but I do also fear to speak in front of many people.
To overcome this, if there is an opportunity in facing those fears I grab it. 

So in many opportunities that I encounter, the recent one made me mad most. I don't know but I think it's worth sharing.

I was asked to read a text from the bible in front of at least 30 people, some of them were adults and professionals. It is my first time to do it, outside the class and in my whole life. I was forced to read it, and there is a little time to prepare. I accepted it because it is not for the people who were there but for God and the person who assigns readers look at me with daggers. But my legs were like Jell O, I was thinking back then I will face this with courage and keep repeating in my mind that it is for God and there is nothing to worry about. 

When it is my time to read the text, and grab the microphone, my hands went shaking. I read the text  without looking at the audience which is a big NO-NO in public speaking. I read the text fast so that I can sit down already. I did wrong, I know I did. 

After that the the one who assigns the readers told me that, I read badly and next time I should do it properly. I know I should take it positively since it is for my own good. It is a room for my improvement. But I felt really bad. But well every time I remember it I always think, it is already done and nothing I can do about it and besides who cares about what others think of me, they do not even know me. 

And I think this prayer really helped me to move forward, face and experience many things in this world whether it will be good or bad.

"Accept the things you cannot change, have the courage to change the things you can and have the wisdom to know the difference"

There will be many next time's and there I will make a difference. 

Miyerkules, Pebrero 27, 2013

Death Note and One Piece


A  DEATH NOTE 

I received this awesome gift from my brother. Honestly I am fond of writing random things in notebooks and that fascination maybe observed  by my brother so he bought me this notebook. Apparently this is no ordinary notebook since this is the famous notebook. The DEATH NOTE.

Actually I have no plans on writing something in the notebook since I don't want to mess around with people's lives and the shinigami. Just kidding, just that I feel it's not the right time to do it since I have many things to do. I'm cramming with school works now so just save it for later.



Plus a ONE PIECE key chain from my dearest friend Bernadine Cabanos.

I really love this anime stuff. It's cute and all.